Wednesday, December 7, 2011


On Thanksgiving weekend, The Boy's girlfriend, Amber, walked out of the local bar, crossed the street and was never seen alive again. She was 19.

For a month we searched in hope only to have that hope crushed when her body was finally found.

On the day of her funeral, I woke up in a rage. I still feel that rage.

To this day, we don't know how or even when she died. The broken.

There has not been an arrest.

This is all I can write at the moment. There are so many emotions but the rage overpowers. Not just for the unknown person that has done this to Amber, but for the spineless accusers and obsessive facebook trolls that invade our grief.


Ellie's Mommy said...

Im sorry for you loss. I know its hard right now, but you'll learn to let some of those hard feeling go. Just remember hate controls you and turns you into someone you aren't. The bigeest thing you can do for yourself is learn to forgive. Im deeply sorry for your loss. Keep you head up.

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jackie4406 said...

I know those feelings too well.